What u think, u like it? What about you Mommy, do you like it? I Lisa D. Moy cut all my hair off about two weeks ago! The decision took all of five minutes but subconsciously the decision was made months prior. I have had every style you could name! My hair has been through straightening comb battles, permed excessively, weaved in braided up, cut off, shaved on one side, colored, yanked out abused and errrythang! Before the “big chop” as I have heard it called before I was rocking a little cute short cut. I liked it but I typically like every hair style I’ve had(except the ones my mom and sis did when I was little). Crazy thing is I had scheduled an appointment with my hair dresser for the day after the big chop, that shows how unpredictable this hair cut was! Ok so now i’m in the bathroom, the clippers are plugged in and it’s about to go down! Buuuuuuzzzzzz, welp there is no turning back now!! So what if I don’t like it there’s always wigs right? As the hair was falling my mom was looking to see if tears were as well, sorry to disappoint they weren’t, my heart was beating fast though. Ma dukes on the other hand looked like she was gonna cry so she left the bathroom… All done, I examine my naked head and thank God no dips and my head isn’t shaped all crazy! WHO THE HELL is this person looking back at me in the mirror, she is unfamiliar to me! Nothing to hide behind all you see is face(blank stare) dang I got a big ass pimple on my right cheek FUUUUUUUDGE! I think Parks seen the shock on my face so he says “Go wash the hair off and put some makeup on and see how u like it,” so I do just that! When I tell you that hot water hitting my head was like the best sensation I have ever felt (well not better than but in close comparison to the best sensation ;) absolutely liberating! Got out the shower, put on my face took a few pics and I liked it! Parks loved it and moms approved too! I must say I was nervous about people’s reaction to this shocking change but the response have been pretty cool! I’ve gotten the OMG’s…. WHHHHHHHHYYYY and giiiiiiiiiirl lol but for the most part people dig it! It’s amazing the confidence boost you get not having any hair, you would think it would have the opposite effect! Now trust me I have come a long way to this journey of self love! As I have gotten older I’m more comfortable in the skin that I’m in! You couldn’t have paid me 5 years ago or even last year to cut my hair all the way off! Any who for those of you who have asked me why, it’s because I was not happy with the wear and tear of my hair and I’m gonna TRY and go natural. No I didn’t cut it because of breast cancer awareness month even though I am a supporter that was not the reason! I hope to send a message of self love and self acceptance to those who view me as a role model! Bald is the new black ;) smooches and deuces!
U been on my mind like all day.
Thoughts of u run longer than a hallway.
Got my mouth dry feeling kinda thirsty.
Wanted to be ya baby from the first date.
Since me and u been cool I been kinda feeling like.
Taking it up a notch baby only feels right.
I like how I look from ya eye sight.
I’m feeling like a prize them otha hoes is aight.
Our bond gets tighter with every deep stroke.
My love gets thicker than our weed smoke.
My loyalty reps harder then them GD folks.
How u do my body looks like I caught the holy ghost.
Distance is starting to be our greatest hater.
So if hugs get tighter is cuz I’m tryna savor.
Every moment every second every instant.
Every touch every kiss every feelin.
Memories of u keeps me warm at nite.
Always on the mind even out of sight.
U stay on ya grind to make a better life
.But u always gone from me is not alright.
Hate to leave u hate to always have to say goodbye.
Hate to have to fight the tears from falling from my eyes.
Hate the fact that I’m not physically by ya side.
Hate not knowing where our future lies.
Don’t wanna cause u stress only happiness.
Wanna be the best you’ve ever witnessed.
Giving u my all nothing less.
I’m falling hard here I must confess.
U got it all dear my very best.
U got to the heart found the key and opened up my chest.
U got me wanting to relocate from the mid straight to the west.
Aww this shit is crazy I’m such a mess!
I don’t care u can call it sprung.
Don’t have to explain my feelings to any one.
If this was a game papa u won.
I just want u to know that your truly missed hun.
Word
Alright this is uh, a little somethin I been workin on
It’s new I call it uh, “A Blues For Nina”
Say baby, can I be your slave
I’ve got to admit girl, you’re the shit girl
And I’m diggin’ you like a grave
Now do they call you daughter to the spinnin post, or Or maybe Queen of 2,000 moons
Sister to the distant, yet risin’ star
Is your name Yimmy-Ya
Oh hell nah, it’s got to be Oshun
Ooo, is that a smile me put on your face child
Wide as a field of Jasmine and Glover
Talk that talk honey, walk that walk money
Hound legs that’ll spank Jehovah
Shit, who am I?
It’s not important
But they call me Brother to the Night. And right now
I’m the blues in your left thigh
Tryin to become the funk in your right
Who am I?
I’ll be whoever you say
But right now, I’m the sight raped hunter
Blindly pursuing you as my prey
And I just wanna give you injections, of sublime erections
And get you to dance to my rhythm
Make you dream archaetypes, of black angels in flight
Upon wings, of distorted, contorted, metaphoric jism
Come on slim
Fu** yo’ man, I ain’t worried about him
It’s you who I wanna step to my scene
Cause rather than deal with the fallacy
Of this dry ass reality
I rather dance and romance your sweet ass, in a wet dream
Who am I?
Well they all call me Brother to the Night
And right now, I’m the blues in your left thigh
Trying to become the funk in your right
Is that alright
Didn’t we dance?
Did we not romance?
Did we experience eachother Or was it only by chance
That I stumbled and fell
On the heel of your heart Was it not u who picked me up and dusted me off
Did I imagine your kiss
Was I to caught up in moments of nothing but bliss
Was I farytale dreaming that u were my prince
I might be creative but to imagine all this
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His kisses are sweeter than sugarcane
As he presses my body against the window pane
The cold glass cools down what’s about to get hot
As he pours his soil into my pot
Our bodies are fluid, rhythmic,insync
Matching pulses and identical heart beats
We inhale eachother and exhale our inner freak
Interlocking our limbs as they grow and get deep
His eyes show pleasure his voice grows weak
As she thrust her nectar back his manhood reaches its peak
A state of nirvana tingling all over
higher than the clouds in the sky but we both arrived sober
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Met him on a thursday,sunny afternoon
Cumulus clouds, 84 degrees
He was brown,deep
Said he wanted to talk about my mission
Listen to my past lives (Word?)
Took me on long walks to places where butterflies rest easy
Talked about Moses and Mumia
Reparations,blue colors,memories of shell topped adidas
He was fresh,like summer peaches
Sweet on my mind like block parties and penny candy
Us was nice and warm,no jacket,no umbrella,just warm
At night we would watch the stars
And he would physically give me each and every one
I felt like cayenne pepper,red,hot,spicy
I felt Dizzy, Sonya, heaven, and Miles between my thighs
Better than love,we made delicious
He me had,had me he
He made me tongue tied
I could hear his rhythm in my thoughts
I was his sharp, his horn section
His boom and his bip
And he was my love
| — | Radio Raheem |
Being the Woman that he needs/no naggin no added stress from me/ what he wants is what I’ll be/ if that means wait,I will patiently/ no matter the distance or time apart/we pick right back up where we left off/ our chemistry can’t be denied/his feelings kept hidden but reveals through his eyes/ I stay available to this Man/ People ask why and will never understand/ Maybe they could if it was their heart in his hands/Or maybe they would if they were the characters in this romance/
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I fall back cuz your not at me.
In love, if I fell back would u catch me?
Tryna decipher this here code u speak in.
Need rosetta stone for this foreign language your speaking.
Trying to read in between the lines but the page is shrinking.
Not wanting to leave out that exit door but the sign is blinking.
The silence from your absence has me hopeless.
Alone in the shadows of my mind is where your ghost lives.
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